I Am…

sad.

alone.

confused.

brokenhearted.

doubting myself.

wondering how this happened.

wishing that someone would just understand.

crying.

unable to sleep.

talking to myself.

dreaming about her constantly.

afraid of spending the rest of my life alone.

incapable of getting anyone to comprehend what I’m going through.

broken.

so annoyed.

always longing for her.

missing the sound of her voice.

angry that she won’t just talk to me.

blaming myself for ruining the perfect future I had planned.

pathetic.

stubborn to a fault.

hoping for another miracle.

not giving up on what I know is right.

a hopeless romantic who refuses to let go of perfection.

hurt.

cursing the fates.

looking for the answers.

praying for another chance

dreading spending the holidays alone again.

strong.

ready to be loved.

trying to move forward.

never going to forget about her.

confident that I will see her smiling face again.

here.

patiently waiting.

never going to forget our love.

writing because that’s my strongest coping skill.

going to survive.

Austin.