Not every day
Can be perfectly baked
In eternal sunshine
And gently swaddled
In unicorn stampedes.
Most days,
Especially those
That fall during
The work week,
Tend to be
Annoyingly riddled
With wild wildebeests
Hellbent on
Rampaging through
The one lane tunnel
That has somehow become
The only route
To peace of mind.
Whenever I find myself
Wandering alone
In a section of
My mind
Not known
For being
The most positive
Of neighborhoods,
I brace myself
For the downpour.
The dark clouds,
Harbingers of bad experiences
Yet destined to haunt me,
Are not the primary
Warning sign
Of the mighty,
Approaching storm.
Ironically,
I know
The rains
Are coming
When I allow myself
A fleeting moment
Of that great Judas
Better known to me
As contentment.
A positive thought
A day
Can’t possibly keep
The downpour away.
In fact,
It only hastens
Its inevitable
Arrival.
Ask not
For whom the
Thunder rolls,
Simply assume
That the downpour
Has come for you.
To wash
That smile off
Your relaxed face,
And drown any
Self-confidence
You foolishly assumed
Was your new armor
Against the mighty
Dragon of reality
That awaits you
Around any random corner.
Dare to dream,
My starry eyed waif,
But be prepared
To suffer the
Harrowing consequences.
When the downpour arrives,
You will be
The sole target
Of its
Obsessive compulsive
Obscurities.
This is why
I never leave home
Without my worst moods
Tucked away
Inside my umbrella
For safe keeping.
“…I find myself Wandering alone In a section of My mind Not known For being The most positive…”
The story of my life.
~~dru~~
Interesting story….
You, my giggle man, most defiantly and me occasionally, can be considered subjects of interesting stories.
Reblogged this on saywhatumean2say and commented:
Works for me, I never leave home without my worst moods either but they are seldom tucked away anywhere.
~~dru~~
but the storm always passes, at least for a time i hope –
Me, too…
That’s very lovely, Austin.
Thanks. It’s just a bunch of jumbled thoughts strung out… 🙂
Don’t downplay it. It’s a good, poetic piece of writing.
I, too, wonder why the wild wildebeests rampage through the one-lane tunnel of my mind. It doesn’t even take a stormy day.
Great minds…